Addicted

Attention seeking whore

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 21:18:46 GMT

I am so much better at giving advice than taking it *lmao*

More stuff.

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 14:27:46 GMT

You Have a Sanguine Temperament

You are an optimistic person who is easily content.
You enjoy casual, light tasks - never wanting to delve too deep into anything.
A bit fickle, it's easy for you to change plans or paths when presented with something better.

You enjoy all of the great things life has to offer - food, friends, and fun.
A great talker, you can keep the conversation going for hours.
You are optimistic and sure of your success. If you fail, you don't worry about it too much.

At your worst, you are vain. You are obsessed with your own attractiveness.
A horrible flirt, you tend to jump into love affairs and relationship drama easily.
You're very jealous - which just magnifies the craziness around you.

What Temperment Are You?

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.

You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.

You want to be with someone who's a success. A person with the right job, right family, right clothes...

In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.

Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

You Are a Coy Flirt

You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing.
You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing.
Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal.
A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession.

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.

You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.

By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.

And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

What Is Your Seduction Style?

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as strong willed and stubborn.

Overall, your true self is passionate and physical.

With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.

In love, you seem like a huge flirt.

In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Stuff.

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 16:25:53 GMT

The BIG "who are you?"

Stats:
Name?	Becky
Age?	20
Male/Female?	Female
Birthday?	19th March
Birth sign?	Pisces
Hometown?	Chertsey
Current location?	West End (Woking)
Hair color/Style?	Straight, brown, below shoulder length
Eye color?	Blue/green
Height?	5\'3
Weight/Fitness?	8 stone 4lbs
Heritage?
Education level?	A - Levels
Stereotype?	Bit of everything :-)
Clothing style?	Jeans and tight tee-shirt
Best feature?	My eyes
Piercings?	Two in each ear
Tattoos?	None
Psychological:
Think you are attractive?	Yes
Believe in yourself?	Yes
Hopes for your future?	Commercial manager/store manager?
Biggest weakness?	Jealousy
Greatest fears?	Being alone
Health freak?	Pffffft not likely
OCDs?
Depressed?	No
Regrets?	None
How do you want to die?	In my sleep, when I\'m about 70/75
Theme song?
Favorite
Color?	Black/red
Food?	Bangers & mash with onion gravy and carrots
Book?	Maggie O\'Farrell - After You\'d Gone
Song?	Gnarls Barkley - Crazy
Actor?	Alan Rickman/Jason Isaacs/Jeremy Irons
Pizza?	Kentucky BBQ from Papa Johns
Movie?	Serendipity
Animal?	Snow leopard
Holiday?	New York
Cartoon?	The Simpsons
Pastime?	Reading
T.V. show?	Green Wing
Ice cream?	Chocolate/double chocolate/triple cho... you get idea.
Thirst quencher?	Apple juice
Band/performer?	I don\'t have a fave, I love loads
Outside location?	Virginia Water
Indoor location?	Carolyn\'s house
Locations:
Where would you like to live?	New York
Been to or lived in a major city?	Been to London, New York
What country would you most like to Visit?	Canada, Prague (wherever it is)
Been outside of your country?	Yes, lots.
Been to a major tourist spot (Grand canyon, Big Ben, Pyramids, etc)?	All of them in London and NYC
Been to a major romantic spot (Niagara falls, Eiffel Tower, etc)?	Eiffel Tower but unromantic situation! School trip.
Ever/Past month/Last 24 hours/Do you:
Smoke?	Yes
Swear?	Yes, a lot. Especially in my car.
Been drunk?	I don\'t get drunk often. Last time was March 18th for birthday.
Done any drugs?	When I was younger (stupid)
Stolen anything?	Again, when I was younger
Had an argument?	With my mum earlier today
Gotten into a fight?	With my mum, lots.
Been beaten up?	No, who would beat me up?!
Done more than kiss?	Yes
Been to a concert?	Loads
Play an instrument?	Used to; violin, clarinet, keyboard... recorder.
Play video games?	No.
Dance?	Yes, pole dance ;-)
Sing?	I do, but... noone else hears.
Read?	All the time!
Like storms?	Love them.
Relationships
Had/Have a crush?	Yep, Ian :-)
Been on a date?	No :-(
Been on a blind date?	No
Kissed someone?	Yes
Kissed the same sex?	Yes
If Gay/Bi are you out?	Yes
Been called a tease?	Yes, jokingly
Gone skinny dipping?	No
Had sex?	No
Been in love?	Don\'t know.
Been dumped?	No.
Had your heart broken?	Yes
Broken someone's heart?	Yes
In a relationship now?	Sort of.
Want to get married?	No thanks.
Have/want kids?	No thanks.
Dating preferences:
Guys or girls?	Guys, at the moment.
Eye color?	Whatever. Really dark brown is nice.
Hair color/Style?	Not fussy, but not long on guys.
Height?	Taller than me :-)
Fitness level?	Not bothered.
Heritage?	What?
Stereotype?	I don\'t care.
Clothing style?	Suits are good ;-)
Best feature?	Hands...
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Tue, 04 Apr 2006 18:38:26 GMT

Your Existing Situation

Working to improve her image in the eyes of others so as to obtain their compliance and agreement with her needs and wishes.

Your Stress Sources

Wishes to be independent, unhampered, and free from any limitation or restriction, other than those which she imposes of herself or by her own choice and decision.

Your Restrained Characteristics

Has high emotional demands and is willing to involve herself in a close relationship, but not with any great depth of feeling.
Believes that she is not receiving her share--that she is neither properly understood or adequately appreciated. Feels that she is being compelled to conform, and close relationships leave her without any sense of emotional involvement.

Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity.

Your Desired Objective

Her need to feel more causative and to have a wider sphere of influence makes her restless and she is driven by her desires and hopes. May try to spread her activities over too wide a field.

Your Actual Problem

Feels restricted and prevented from progressing; seeking a solution which will remove these limitations.

Meme

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 00:14:55 GMT

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4 YEARS AGO
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How old were you?: 16
What school year were you in?: Year 11 (I think?)
Where did you go to school?: Collingwood College
Where did you work?: I didn't have a job!
Where did you live?: Lightwater, Surrey
Where did you hang out?: The Country Park \m/ rock on
How was your hair style?: Always tied back - I hadn't discovered straighteners then.
Did you wear braces?: No.
Did you wear glasses: No.
Who was your best friend?: Stacy.
Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend?: Didn't have one. Or maybe Alex.
Who was your celebrity crush: Brian Molko from Placebo.
Who was your regular-person crush: One of my teachers :-O
How many piercings did you have?: 2 (2 piercings in each ear.) Oh I might have had my nose pierced then too.
How many tattoos did you have?: None.
Who was your favorite band?: Placebo.
What was your worst fear?: Dying.
Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: Yes.
Had you gotten drunk or high yet?: Yes.
Activities you were into?: Getting drunk at the park.

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PRESENT DAY
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How old are you?: 20 (I feel old, looking back!)
What school year are you in?: If it existed, Year 15 lol. I'd be in my second year at Uni if I'd gone.
Where do you go to school?: I don't.
Where do you live?: West End, Surrey.
Where do you hang out?: The Goose, Camberley.
what is your hair like: Below shoulder length and straight.
Do you wear braces?: No.
Do you wear glasses?: No.
Where do you work?: Marks & Spencer!
Who is your best friend?: Carolyn and Dan.
Who is your celebrity crush?: *gasp* I don't think I have one!
Who is your regular-person crush: My store manager.
How many piercings do you have?: 4 - I took my nose piercing out; I got bored of it.
How many tattoos do you have?: None.
What is your favorite band?: Don't really have one. I like everything except for hip-hop, rap and opera!
What is your worst fear?: Death.
Biggest regret: Erm..... I don't think I have any major ones.
Have you smoked a cig yet?: Yes.
Have you gotten drunk or high yet?: Yes
Current b/f, g/f?: Don't have one unless you count my store manager... sort of ;-)

What do ya think?

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 10:25:24 GMT

Harry Icons

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 11:58:02 GMT

I am so clever. dirtyharryxxx

Lover

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 18:45:39 GMT

Lover
I'm not telling your actual score. Hmph!

The Lover (or Poet) is a rare type. (S)He has a rather contradictory nature. He is completely unselfish and generally regards others above himself, yet somehow in his effort to please, often ends up doing things that appear completely self-centered. The Lover loves people and strives for acceptance, but at the same time withdraws from the world. Lovers are authors, artists, philosophers, and musicians. They live unorthodox, unconventional, or even chaotic lives. Lovers experience the highest highs and lowest lows.

The Lover's complement is the hardened, unhesitant Warrior.

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 35% on Confidence

You scored higher than 87% on Creativity

Link: The Medieval Archetype Test written by isayso on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Nicked from Kayleigh.

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 07:12:16 GMT

Innit.

do.you.love.me?

New layout!

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 21:15:11 GMT

Check out my new layout (again) - I LOVE this!!!

Made by ncgrrlygirl at freelayouts

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 18:24:43 GMT

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.
Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out

Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking

What turns you off: fighting and conflict

Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

You Are a Newborn Soul

You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance.
On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others.
You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative.
Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you.

Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter.
You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything.
You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships.
Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily.

Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Your Stripper Song Is

Master and Servant by Depeche Mode

"There?s a new game
We like to play you see
A game with added reality
You treat me like a dog
Get me down on my knees"

Yawn, dancing is so boring without a little spice.

What Song Should You Strip To?

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.

Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.

You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!

People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

</lj-cut?

Advice please!

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 15:48:11 GMT

So what do you write in the Valentine's Day card you bought for the guy you're sort of having an affair with but haven't done anything with yet?
Took me long enough to find one that didn't say 'boyfriend', 'husband' or 'the one I love' on it!

And do I sign my name on it? Or just my initial? Or a question mark?

Answers on a postcard.

Horoscope

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 22:13:46 GMT

"You can't go around saving everyone all the time. Not only is it a drain on you, but also you're not doing them any favors -- truly. They need to learn to stand on their own two feet and save themselves."

I wish I read this before the phone conversation I just had. Or didn't have, as the case may be...

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 22:11:30 GMT

1) Are your parents married or divorced?
Divorced

2) Vegetarian?
No. I love quorn though so could probably not eat meat ever again but... I don't see why I shouldn't.

3) Heaven?
Maybe... Yeah I think so.

4) Come close to dying?
Everytime I get in my car...

5) What jewelry do you wear 24/7?
A silver diamond ring that my dad bought my mum once upon a time (see Q1) and a 3 stone-amethyst silver ring that I got for my 18th.

6) Are you eating?
Yes, quite a lot today.

7) Do you eat the stems of broccoli?
Yeah! I eat my greens!

8) Makeup?
Black eyeliner and mascara, sugarbaby eyeshadow (colour changes), blusher and sometimes Nivea Shine & Pearl

9) Would you ever have plastic surgery?
Ask me again when I'm 45.

10) What do you wear to bed?
Some grey joggers that somehow turned into PJ bottoms and a white vest top.

11) Have you ever done anything illegal?
Underage drinking, stolen crap from Superdrug when I was about... 12.

12) Can you roll your tongue?
Yeah *rolls it*

13) What kind of watch(es) do you wear?
I don't. Last one I bought broke and I can't be bothered to buy a new one.

14) Abortion?
Pro-choice.

15) Hair color?
Brunette and at the moment have blonde tips underneath.

16) Future child's name?
No idea, I haven't thought about it.

17) Do you snore?
No. Maybe little girly snores...

18) If you could go anywhere in the world on a vacation, where would you go?
NYC again!!

19) Do you listen to country?
No can't say I do, much. Dolly Parton was a sing-along-in-car-on-holiday CD few years back.

20) What is the first thing you notice when you look at a guy/girl?
Hair? I don't really know.

21) Is your band famous, if you're in one?
No, not yet *bangs tambourine* Don't know why.

22) Ketchup or mustard?
I don't like either, much.

23) Good dancer?
Pfffffffffffft.

24) If you won the lottery, what would you do first?
Look for a house!

25) On your feet?
Right now? Nothing. Love boots though.

26) Gold or silver?
Silver

27) What are you currently wearing?
Grey PJ bottoms and white vest top.

28) Do you keep your underwear and socks in the same drawer?
Yeah all mixed up so I can't ever find a pair of socks :-|

29) Hamburger or hot dog?
Burger!

30) Have you ever thrown a shoe at anyone?!
Eh... I can't remember doing so.

31) If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would you choose?
Chicken Caesar Salad from Pizza Express

32) Beach, city, or country?
City! Or country. Or beach... I don't know I love them all!

34) Watch movies?
Yes, but don't go to the cinema that often.

35) Have you ever (or do you) like Hanson?
I was obsessed. Taylor was HOT!

36) Who was the last person you touched?
Hugged my sister when she came back from Drama.

37) Where do you eat?
By the computer or dining table

38) When's the last time you cried?
Saturday night when my friend hurt herself.

39) What was your first car?
Fiat Cinquecento. Called 50 Cent. Or Fiddy for short.

40) Been on a plane?
Yeah! 9 hour flights are not fun.

41) Have you ever been hurt by the person you love?
Not intentionally...

42) Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?
Nope.

43) What color is your bedroom?
Mint green *pukes* I want to decorate it ASAP!

44) Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
No. Can't say I would.

45) Ever been involved with the police?
Yeah been chased by them once or twice in my youth.

46) Believe in Santa?
Yes and no.

47) Do you talk in your sleep?
I have a few times... not often though.

48) Beach or pool?
Pool. I got stung by a jellyfish last time I was on a beach.

49) Politics?
BORING

50) Can you cross your eyes?
Yeah but it's not too attractive so I don't make a habit of it.

51) Bath or shower?
Bath!

52) What's your favorite song at the moment?
Ashlee Simpson - Kicking and Screaming.

53) What's the last thing you bought?
Ashlee Simpson's album.

54) Window seat or aisle?
Window seat. But if I got a telly screen and a drink I'm usually happy.

55) Ever met any famous bands/singers?
Sophie Ellis Bextor, Placebo, Harry... So no, not really famous.

56) Braid your hair?
No.

57) What is your middle name?
Lucy

58) Do you feel that you've ever had a truly successful relationship?
Hahaha. No. Never.

59) Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Cut then twirl.

60) Rickie Lake or Oprah Winfrey?
Oh God who cares?

61) How many schools have you been to?
Three.

62) What are you doing tomorrow?
Working. Meeting my boss's girlfriend - interesting!

63) Favorite thing for lunch?
Sandwiches.

64) Do you use an alarm clock?
The alarm clock on my phone. It sings to me.

65) How many drinks before you're tipsy?
Mmmm, 5 or 6? I'm not a big drinker anymore.

66) Would you ever admit to having done plastic surgery of any kind if confronted?
Yeah why not?

67) How long does your shower last?
10 minutes. Baths about 30.

68) Is there a TV in your room?
No. I wouldn't get any signal if I had one.

69) Work out?
No...

70) What kind of bed do you use (size)?
Single, unfortunately. I couldn't fit a double in my room.

71) Do you drive stick?
Pardon?

72) Cake or ice cream?
Both. Chocolate cake with vanilla ice cream.

73) Current residence?
Surrey, avec ma mere et mon, erm, stepdad.

74) Do you like to drive fast?
Yeah, as fast as my little banger will go.

75) Do you own an Eminem CD?
No, my sister does.

76) Do you consider yourself materialistic?
Yeah a little.

77) If you turned your CD player to 'radio', what kind of radio station would it be on?
Capital FM.

78) Hair drying method?
Leave it to dry naturally then straighten it.

79) What was your first CD?
Joseph & Techni Colour Dreamcoat soundtrack

80) Self-conscious?
Who isn't!?

81) What time do you get up?
6:45 most of the time.

82) What are you currently listening to?
Silence.

83) Bikini or one-piece?
Bikini

84) Pierced belly button?
Nope

85) When did you last take a shower?
Sunday evening. I prefer baths.

86) What kind of soap do you use?
Moschino 'Cheap & Chic' shower gel.

87) Swam in the ocean?
Yep (got stung by jelly fish)

88) What is your favorite board game?
Snakes and Ladders

89) What's your sleeping position?
On side, curled up.

90) Gloves or mittens?
Gloves

91) Have you ever given money to a bum?
No...

92) What do you think of cheating?
Not good. I'd feel bad if I cheated.

93) When was your first crush?
First proper crush was my PE teacher. Yuk.

94) Where do you wish you were?
In bed, where I'll be in about 10 minutes.

95) Can you name all 4 Teletubbies?
TinkyWinky (blue), Dipsy (green), LaLa (yellow), Po (red)

96) Favorite sport to watch?
Gymnastics at the olympics.

97) When was the last time you read a book?
Couple of nights ago.

98) Dream house?
Big mansion... OH I want the Playboy Mansion without the other residents.

99) Do you like roses?
Yeah! Someone buy me some!

100) Have you ever experienced deja vu?
Yes, but not often.

101) Where were you born?
St. Peters in Chertsey

102) Good at sports?
No I am crap. I can ski... not very well.

103) Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Err, possibly.

104) Who is your current crush?
My boss!! (Who's girlfriend I am meeting tomorrow. Don't ask)

105) Tea or coffee?
Tea. I hate coffee.

106) How many rings until you answer your phone?
As long as it takes me to root for it in my bag.

107) Do you do drugs?
Not anymore.

108) What goes on first, bra or underwear?
Bra, I think.

109) Do you like to sing in the shower?
No.

110) On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet?
Only about a tenner.

111) What's the last thing you watched on tv?
Extreme Breastfeeding last night.

112) What is your ideal marriage location?
~~Scotland.~~ Can you get married in Central Park?! I wanna do that.

Take your own advice

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 18:05:28 GMT

"It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance.
It's the dream afraid of waking, that never takes the chance.
It's the one who won't be taken, who cannot seem to give,
And the soul afraid of dying, that never learns to live." -- Bette Midler -- The Rose

Close encounters

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 22:38:45 GMT

He makes me smile. He held my hand when I passed him something and I got shivers down my spine.
Everyone looked at us funny when we were talking and laughing. I don't care... is that bad?

I'm babysitting Jenny on Saturday night which is fine because I get Carolyn's house all night!! It is the nicest house I've ever seen (excluding MTV Cribs!). Wine, pizza, fags - hoorah!!

Because it wouldn't be LJ without them.

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 14:34:09 GMT

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

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Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

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You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.
Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.
You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.

You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.
You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.
Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

So it's true, I AM the devil!

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 23:21:54 GMT

This morning when I put my make up on I saw my eye was all pink! But, being half asleep, I forgot about it until I got to work and Pippa pointed it out. It bugged me cos I could feel the irritation all day!

Anyway. 8:00 - 6:15 is too long to work. And now I am tired and need to sleep. Day off tomorrow (pay day!) so might go shopping.

Nothing else to report... Just realised though that I haven't touched alcohol since 2005. Good one. Then again I didn't drink an awful lot to begin with.

Late for work

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 22:26:08 GMT

Set my alarm for 6. I woke up, then went back to sleep. Woke up at 07:11am. "FUCK." Meant to be at work by 07:30am and it takes me 15 - 20 minutes to drive there. So anyway, my hair stunk of fags all day as well as being horribly greasy. And I was in a shit mood and took it out on someone I probably shouldn't have (sorry <3)

Celebrity Big Brother is boring. Pete Burns is the only one I can stand. Jodi Marsh almost made me feel sorry for her until I thought "no, just put your tits away for once and people might start to show some respect." But ho hum. Who's going to be the first housemate to attempt to kill Michael Barrymore?!

Goodbye. Hello.

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 17:42:05 GMT

Neil is not my section manager on menswear anymore. I have Carla instead. Which is... OK. I get on with both but just when I get used to Neil's way of working - grr!!

I think Carla will push me a lot harder and hopefully when the time comes to applying for a management vacancy I'll have learnt a lot more!

We shall see.

Wipe the slate clean

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 12:19:39 GMT

2006. New year, new journal.
Nothing specific I want to change. Just goals and targets that aren't too ambitious so at the end of this year I can say I achieved everything I wanted to.

* Become trainee section manager
* Tone
* Read more
* Save money
* Go on holiday

All easily achieved within 12 months I think :)